Blood Work Results Freakout

"Blood Work Results Freakout" funny Article about how good news can be bad news. Blog. #Spoonie #health #aBodyofHope

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I got my blood work results back this week and all tests came back normal. So why was I so upset to hear the news?

The recent panels show nothing is being naughty in my blood cells and results show my organs are all comfy in here. So why no party hats? Although, in no way do I want another chronic condition whatsoever (seriously), feeling bad and having no answers is a horribly frustrating experience! My tests showed negative for problems, but I am still POSITIVE for being sick.

I have felt these “new” symptoms for over a year now. Negative blood work results don’t stop the symptoms, and it drives me crazy that there is no name, or treatment, or plan, or PROOF… which I feel are owed to my body.

Waiting for a very long time for the proper diagnosis is something I’m not a foreigner to, unfortunately. Maybe that is why this is bringing up such strong emotions like: AAAHHHH!!! and: GRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!! Been here, done this, bought the t-shirt, a poster, a hat, and a handmade trinket from a hippie chick on the sidewalk (aahhh, I miss concerts).

Not sure where to go from here… The last 10 years, then ESPECIALLY the last 3, now adding on this past year of this new sickie stuff, my feeling about the medical world in general is a Negative Result. Rate your pain 1-10? How about, “rate your trust in my ability to treat you?”

Giving it up to the Great Healer. To the only One who truly knows how I’m really feeling right now, and who I CAN trust with tomorrow.

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“I am with you and will watch over you wherever you go, and I will bring you back to this land. I will not leave you until I have done what I have promised you.”  Genesis 28:15

Jesus said, “Now this is your time of grief, but when I see you again you will rejoice, and no one will take away your joy.” John 16:22

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I do not know why it is that we must wade through tragic circumstances to find truth. We nearly drown! But under the water, there are pearls. I hope in writing this blog, more will come to the surface. Over the past 13 years living with chronic pain, patient advocacy has affected my life through so many remarkable young people, women and men: SURVIVORS. These individuals are HOPE personified. I wish to honor them in the same spirit they have encouraged me to press on. Six years ago, I became bed-bound from a variety of chronic illnesses after a procedure meant to help the pain condition I had been managing for several years- went bust #BIGTIME. In the last 6 years, my entire life has changed. I have changed, but I am still striving to live my best life possible. Along with sharing inspiring pieces, medical/holistic research, and awareness articles, this blog is also an attempt to put my own pieces back together. Welcome to A Body of Hope, and thank you for visiting. [Complex Regional Pain Syndrome/ RSD, Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome (POTS), Dysautonomia, Chronic Intractable Migraine, Cluster headache, Trigeminal Neuralgia, Occipital Neuralgia, Hypersensitivity to Sound & Light, Fibromyalgia, Cerebrospinal Fluid Imbalance......blah, blah, blah] >>> P.S. My headgear is protective for pain. I just rock it hard.

Posted on August 22, 2014, in Christian, Chronic Illness, Chronic Pain, Health, Humor and tagged , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink. Leave a comment.

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